Can’t let go…

Love’s vision lives behind these eyelids

I could never expose my love so I never did

I can’t help but wonder would we have ever been

Could we ever be….Together you n me

Past forever and steadily passing by eternity

Her smile brightens dark deserted places in my soul

It’s a cheer up candle over powering my gloomy glow

Her sweetness consumes me so my bitter will never show

But sadly this she never has and I wonder if she will ever know

I stayed in the background as she blossomed in the fore

Every moment with her made me happier than the one before

I wish this love we would have a chance to explore

The need for your love guides me like the North Star

To the end of the little dipper where my mind wanders

With thoughts of your sensations being etched on my heart like a scar

But without fail reality grasps me and I realize that now I can only love from afar

A sweet pain I endure within as I envision my life, with you playing the main part

Her flaws to me are perfected perfections

Meditations of indulgence are tormenting my emotions.

I’m drunk of her love potions and fantasize on her sexy notions

It’s sad but I hope love you haven’t found and you’re just goin through the motions.

It’s like Joni said “love is touching souls..and surely you’ve touched mine

Cause part of you pours out of me in these lines from time to time.”

Wish I could walk up to you and say “baby dance with me this love dance”

Wish we could run away and on us lets take a chance.

We could take a dive in to the greatest romance.

But all I have is wishful dreaming and a heartfelt repentance

If love finds me one day I hope that you are tagging along

My faith is so weak and I need you to make me strong.

My lips quiver with your touch and my heart skips beats with you presence

I yearn for you and my mind wants to be high in your essence

~Johnny~